But I could never get to it. My Project NESS hangups stopped development on any other stories. And it was so frustrating.
I limit myself. I tell myself that something it going to be hard and then, instead of looking at that as a reason to challenge myself, to push myself, I back down.
I thought, for just one long moment, what if I didn't become a writer?
So no matter how I might feel, deep down in the dark parts of my heart, about the time I spent over the last few weeks, not writing, not being able to sit with a notebook for longer than five minutes...
This is a reflection. A way to process, to let the feelings do what they are supposed to, then move on.
Fifth Draft 